juust marissa,
but everyone calls me marass.
barton barons (L)
grade twelve;
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if your cool add me (a)
justmarissa-xxox@hotmail.com
or
text 9059294489 :)
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if you get a chance take it, if it changes your life, let it
oheeeeeey kidsss ,
im marissa,
and on case you were wondering i dont trust anyone, instead i write.
its possible that could be the reason i have abooooouuut zero friends (a)
i spend endless amounts of time thinking things through,
yoou couldnt even begin to understand what goes on inside my head.
i dont forget things easily, or the people i meet, but juust on case,
ive been writing a journal since november sixth 2003
and i donnt plan on writing an ending anytime soon.
i have this weird thing where on the seventeenth of every month,
something happens in my life.
past, future, life, death, scary words right?
be wild annd eat dessert before your meal then,
juuuuuust on case you die before you get to eat the best part.
donnt ask me what i want to be in lifee, im seventeen
and soo hung up on my past thaat my future seems so far away.
to be honest the one thing i would be completeing content with
is buying a tour bus and spending the rest of my life driving it around the planet.
no home, no family, no baggage, no destination, just an open road.
i love art and photography and colour and books (Y)
the movie theatre is my second home, come alonnng sometime?
the number 4 is my lucky number, i was born on the fourth month, fourth day, in 1994 at 10:04 (a)
weeird eh?
music is my world, annd im 99.9 percent suure that if A Day To Remember were to ever break up or stop making music, i would experience heart failure.
i have a really long bucket list, most likely more then half of the list are things thaat would mean absolutely nothing to you or anyone else.
but its the small things that count.
i plan on getting the chance to cross all the things on it off.
i remember all my dreams like they were real life.
advice; dont let anyone have your heart when your thirteen,
your going to be fighting to get it back four years down the road.
i have a bestfriennd, but i would have never guessed as people continue to walk out of my life he would be the last one standing.
the only fact is i lose everyone i care about.
anytime i open up to someone they slowly become the people i use to know,
or lie, or steal, or go off to the army, or find another girlfriend,
or turn into rockstars, or get full time jobs,
or turn into complete different people.
its not easy finding someone you completely trust.
face it; you fight to hold on , and you fight to let go but in the end people always leave. always.